I’ve been neglectful again…

6 07 2009


Damn. I hate when a ridiculous amount of time gets away from me on this blog because then I have so much to type. Here goes…

I had a miscarriage. I actually had what is called an oblight ovum. I think that’s how you spell it. My dog is not shitting all over my floor anymore. I went to go get my daughter. She is home for good now. She also brought her dog. Now we have two dogs. I need two dogs about like I need a second asshole. Her dog’s name is Beau. He is a little Shih-tzu or however you spell it. I’m too lazy tonight to look up any words. I am still dancing. Dancing has gotten so rough lately. I hope things pick back up. It seems like I can’t make more than $250 a night. I’m glad I didn’t start dancing this year. With as rough as everything has been I would have worked two weeks and been like, “Fuck this.”

Our New House!!!

My daughter was zoned for a real ghetto school. Lots of behavior problems from what I hear. I finally got a house! Whoo hoo! I am excited. I spent Saturday painting her room. I did two walls a light pink, one a light purple, and painted the wall with the most space with a chalkboard paint that kids can write on. I still have to buy a refrigerator before we can move in. She is now zoned for the best school system.

I also went camping in Pennsylvania last weekend.

We went to Ohio to go get Phillip’s son. I was not very happy about that either. It’s not because I don’t like the kid. I just think it wasn’t a very opportune time. I am still working at night so the kids make lots of noise and wake me up early. That pisses me off. I found a cure for that though. I put their asses to sleep. I threatened to send them both to daycare if they didn’t start being quiet in the mornings. Seems to be working. Then Allen got mad at me tonight because I got in his ass about his attitude. He told my daughter that he was going to go home and never come back until his dad and I split up. I told him that was fine. I explained to him that he didn’t dictate when he went home. We did. I also explained that I pay the rent in MY house. Then I asked him if he had a problem with me being in MY house. I also told him that he didn’t have to like me but that he will respect me and be obedient. I can’t wait to take him home. Again, I don’t dislike the kid but I think it was a little ridiculous of Phillip to ask me to be responsible for another kid while I’m working and going to school. I didn’t appreciate the added responsibility. It would be fine if Phillip had time to spend with him but he works all week. He leaves at 6 a.m. and doesn’t return until 6 p.m. Phillip goes to bed at about 10. By the time he takes a shower and eats the night is gone. So I’m watching Allen so Phillip can see him for three days a week? That just doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. Oh, well. It will all be over by this time next month. And as for him not liking me… Well, I won’t lose any sleep over it. If Phillip and I ever divorce I don’t want another man with kids. I don’t feel that I should have to share my husband with another woman. It’s aggravating. Phillip got mad and called Allen’s mom tonight. He was going to take him home. I said no, fuck that. He came down here and he’s going to stay for the summer. He doesn’t have a choice. If he doesn’t like that, tough shit. He’s not going to dictate to us what we are going to do and when we are going to jump in our car and driver for ten hours. Not happening. Anyways… I am going to attempt to start posting more. I will be moving towards the end of this week. That’s the jest of it. Have fun and be safe.




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