I Don’t Know Why, but I am Pissed.

2 05 2008

I took off work last night and went to open mic poetry night. I was invited by my new fling. It made me feel good that he invited me to come do something that was important to him. His dad was also there. We stayed there until about two this morning and then went back to his house. You can probably fill in the rest. I get the feeling deep down that he’s a player. I know my feeling is right because it usually is. Then the only friend that I have in Fayetteville left to go home to Alabama and visit. So now I am really bored.

Speaking of my friend, there was a girl the other night that pulled a gun on us in the parking lot of the strip club Tuesday night. She got fired. She pulled a gun on my friend because my friend was talking to her boyfriend. This is the same dumb ass bitch that has “OH” tattooed on one ass cheek and “BOY” on the other. What an idiot.

Other than that I am just gearing up to go to work tonight. I am going to try to make a lot of money this weekend because I am going back to Memphis on Sunday to visit my family.

This morning when I woke up, I was fine. Then old boy pissed me off when I started thinking about it. Actually, I went through his phone while he was in the shower. I didn’t say anything to him though. I wouldn’t want to incriminate myself. Then on the drive home I got pissed off. I am pissed because I lost one of my earrings and can’t find the other one. I am pissed because the people at the post office fucked up my p.o. box and have been sending important mail back to the sender. I am pissed because I get lonely and wish I had someone to love. I am pissed because everyone else gets to go out on weekends while I rub all over strange dick. I am pissed because I keep buying lottery tickets and I haven’t won yet. I am pissed because I didn’t save more money when I started stripping. I am pissed because I am wide awake at eight a.m. I am pissed because I am in a small rinky dink town. I am pissed because one day I will get old and no one will want to buy a lap dance from me. I am just aggravated today. I am going to lay back down and watch some tv. Maybe I will feel differently when I wake up. On another note, I am pleased that I have received a few emails about my blog. I am glad you guys are enjoying it and reading it. Awesome! I will try to blog about today when I get off work tonight or tomorrow. Sometimes I get so freakin lazy. You guys have a great weekend.




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